Funky cold medina

This is Jarod. He is seven and a half years old and 52" tall. He wears a size 10 jean and a 5 shoe. Dad 6'2" and I think Jarod is going to pass him up. Jarod is in the second grade and is very good at math. His teachers are phenomenal this year and we will miss them very much when he goes into third grade in July.

Jarod is addicted to video games. Mainly games based on TV cartoons or animated movies. He enjoys playing PS2 and GameBoy Advanced.

Emma. AKA Emmalynn Paigeann (said with southern drawl), Princess, Nemma, Nemma-noos, Emmers, Paige.

She is five going on 12. She loves Disney Princesses, Cinderella being her favorite. Sleeping Beauty's Castle at Disneyland belongs to Emma. Just ask her.

Emma's favorite colors are "pink, purple, red and green." Interesting combo. She will start Kindergarten in July. I wish the teachers the best of luck! LOL

These two are the bright spots in my dark world (ooh, too melodramatic?). I am 36, married and currently relieved-of-duty from my job as a police dispatcher. I am in a funk because I like to take control of my life (as much as I think I can). Being under investigation and not knowing WHEN the outcome is has thrown me into a tailspin. I had my personal schedule planned out until Emma's next birthday and now I don't know what is going to happen next week.

I don't care that I am going to be fired. But going from job interview to job interview and being rejected every time has bruised my fragile ego. Not only am I going to be fired, I don't have a back up plan.

Maybe this would be a good time to get pregnant and have another baby. JUST KIDDING!